Feel a bit mess up.

Life were never been the same after persuing my study at Shah Alam.
Sometimes i missed my old life, but at the same time i felt so greatful that i have an oppurtunity to further my study.

Yet, i feel lonely here. Eventhough i have friends and Razen here, the feelings are still empty and i wonder why..

2 days before my 21st birthday, i hope that life gonna be even better soon.

Dear family, i miss u all a lot. Wish me luck for my final.

Love,
Shasha

I'm Backkkk....

heyh yo.. sorry cuz did'nt update my blog for a very long time.
have been bz this days..
so what's new...?

• Finished my diploma oredy..
• Of course, finished my practical training at ASNB ( still didn't get my last allowance;p)
  
• Parents been bz since the new restaurant open at Setia Tropika
• Waiting for interview result for degree course..
• Want to have a part time job but, still did not decide where to work..
• and LOVE.. never been better:D

Catch my new update later.
Lots of love,
shasha

You are the Best God Ceation.

Actually, there is a lot of thing yg i would like to share with all of u.
but there were none of the word best describe for what i gonna share..which is about,

HIM.

sorry if this word kinda jiwang. But i really have to luahkan dis perasaan;p

Sayang, maaf sbb sy selalu jdk tidak sbr terhadap kamu, sy seolah2 buta kerana tidak nampak segala pengorbanan yg telah kamu buat. Sy, btol2 menyesal krn terlalu byk benda sy berahsia dr kamu. Sehingga sy lalai terhadap dri kamu syg. Maaf kan lah sy syg.
After berjumpa pada 19hb yg lalu.. Kamu tlh byk membuka hati sy ini syg. Banyak yg sy nampak dlm dri kamu. Kamu sgt serius mementingkan masa depan kita, kamu sgt serius memikirkan ttg kehidupan yg sy alami dan kamu sgt serius memikirkan dri sy ini sehingga dri kamu tidak kamu pikirkan. Sy sgt bersyukur kerana mendapat seorg lelaki yg sgt memahami seperti kamu. Alhamdulillah kamu tidak terlalu memikirkan kesempurnaan dlm dri sy ini. Sy tawu sy tidaklah sesempurna dan tidak sebetuah seperti wanita lain diluar sana.
Terima kasih Ya Allah, kerana telah mengurniakan lelaki sebaik2 nya Ya Allah. .
Sumpah sy tidak mengukur ttg ketampanan sesorg itu. Sesungguhnya badan kamu begtu kerana gen kamu tambahan ia menunjukan bahawa bahagianya kamu bersama sy syg, kamu bepanasan setiap minggu demi menunaikan tanggungjwp sebagai seorg anak. Dan berlatih seperti mahu menjadi seorg suami yg ingin membahagiakan isteri serta anak2. Sy terlalu bangga dengan kamu syg. Sesungguhnya kali ini cinta sy btol2 serius terhadap seorg yg bernama lelaki, seseorg yg bernama Amirul Razen.


Ya Allah, sesungguhnya jika lelaki itu jodoh ku, kau panjang kan la umur kami ya Allah. kau, permudahkan la segala urusan kami berdua, kau jauhilah kami dari melakukan maksiat. Sesungguhnya aku amat menyayanginya ya Allah, kau restuilah hubungan kami ini. Aminn..

Ikhlas,
shasha

How to Survive Long Distance Relationship?

I'm still dun noe how to survive with the long term relationship. Yes, of coz talkin about Razen & me. Its been 3month we didn't meet or see each other. Deep in my heart, i really miss him. But y, if we were talkin on the phone the feeling were not the same? We didn't get the excitement, we dun have a topic to talk about.And the last thing we knew,we will argue about things headed. Are we bored with each other? or it is a normal situation between a couple for a long distance relationship? How on earth i'm gonna make our relationship keep breathing?I really want to noe how..hmmm..

*Please, i really need an opinion from someone and try to fix this:(

still in confiusion,
shasha

Isn't he is the cutest?;p

Today, i had a date with this guy.The place was at Jusco,Tebrau.Exactly at 12.05noon he appears.For the 1st time,OHH my...my heart just melt when i saw him, i'm so in love..he is soo cute~ wait till u see the pitcha;p

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TADDAAAA!!!

told yaa,he is cute rite?;p

Act, today me and jia, her mom n her 2 sist. went to jusco to watch the movie called PETER JACKSON THE LIGHTNING THIEF. Yeahhh, i noe we r to late to watch this movie. Ain't got a perfect time to watch it. But thank to jia n her mom for asking me to join them:) For God sake, i don't even noe how to review this movie..But i'm still enjoyed this movie, if u r a fan of Harry Potter, this movie is kind like it. Nevertheless, Logan Lerman still cute;p

Love the hair. If only Razen have the same hair like Logan.hmmm..

My Fave Dating Partner ;p

Mostly on Friday, Jia came to my office and we went for lunch. I would like to thank her for not gettin bored accompany me every Friday:) So,today we had lunch at Season's Cafe. The food is quite nice. And the price is reasonable too.Wanna share some pictures of me n miss Jia. But do promise not to laugh,OK?:D Btw,I have a special uniform that u guys never expected me wearing those;p

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1 big round ballon, comin rite up! *THINKKK!!* (sound of a bell act...)

Jia looks so sweet wit her green baju kurung aren't she? It is nice of here wearing baju kurung too just bcoz of me wearing those..( i think soo laa..) haha!

Frozen Choc Malt.YUMMY! Too Sweet to watch ;p

Till we meet again:)
Love,
shasha

IS THIS THE END?

Dear sayang,

Why we ain't fun like we use to be? i miss the old you.
i still love u syg, i really do..

Is this the end?
Then why does it feel
We'd only just begun
I thought we were done

I think I'll hang on
If you still want me
But if you don't
I guess I'll move on

And if you need me
Close your eyes and dream
I'll give you back your key
But will you be happy?
Will you be happy?

Said we'll leave it alone
But I wont be here long
And when I'm gone
I guess then we'll know

this is the 1st picture when we bein together..

*i love u

*tears:'(

Give me some space baby..

Special dedication to anyone who read this..

Firstly, i would like to let u all noe that the reason shasha start blogging is want to share my story, experience and mostly about my life. So if anyone yg follow my blog, and bace ape sume cte that i had posted dy. Let me be, u dun have to sebar kan my story to other people. I just need my own space and want to free my mind while blogging. Mayb, if korg got prob, xsume benda korg dapat luah kan kat org lain btol x? so this is my own way to express my feelings.Hope korg phm.~

Thanks for ur kindly cooperation:)

Love,
shasha

I LOVE HATE MONDAYS!

Can i take a rain check and be sick on monday?. Monday, too lazy to go to class, too lazy to go to work,too lazy to do anything..arrghhh! I just want to lay on my bed with my comfy pillows.i wish someone could wake me up when its friday.HAHA! i wish i could:p


*But look at the bright side..at least monday comes once a week.but i still hate it:pLOL!!